What is your twin flame story?
13.06.2025 11:08
Live long !!
I wish you nothing but the very best
That I was a beautiful woman
Why are some people afraid of monsters?
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
Like a wild fire spreading fast
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This was happening fast
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
I never lost words to say to him
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
What is the most memorable thing that happened in your college days?
We became each other's focus project and aim.
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
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Have you ever lied to your family? What were the circumstances?
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
To my surprise,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
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The replacement was my lookalike
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
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It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
This was emotional damage n it was draining….
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
What does it mean to live "the 'underconsumption' life"?
It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
Everything had gone.
Well,
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
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I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
I felt beautiful inside n out
Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
At this moment,
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
U understand who we are in your own way
It was in my happiest era
Didn't put any thought into it,
When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
What I saw in him ,
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
He complained about me messing up his life ,
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
When he realized who he was,
( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
I will always love you.
Still,it didn't work.
Forever n ever n ever!
I don't even know how to explain it,
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
My body temperature unbalanced
It's like my blood pressure was high
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
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He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
He questioned why I loved him,
NOW,
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
I have no regrets 😊 😊
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
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I know you've accepted this love .
NOTE:
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
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I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
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He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
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N though, you might not know about tfs,
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
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For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
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I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
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I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
Love n light.
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
Also NOTE:
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
The panic was real,
SO,
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
But now,
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I too looked for ways to make him jealous
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
Blessings
When you're loved right, you bloom!
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me